Relationship Troubles

I must say dad was always rite. The relations are fucking pain in the ass. What the fuck happened today, I dont understand that. All I was trying to do was make her happy and I got a bloody cold shoulder and to top that I was not allowed to leave. Atleast i was able to slepp for 2 hours but it did not do me any good I could have coded for atleast 2 hours before I would have crashed into my bed or I would have slept nicely and would be writing this post pretty early.

But did one thing gr8 that was rather than taking her things and feeling bad gave her my troubles and after that she went quiet. One thing which I will never understand of her is, why on earth she wants to be a Saviour and only cry in front of me. She should simply say I cannot do it, if she cannot then she should stop complaining. I have tried once telling this to her, now I have to tuffen myself and make sure I dont give her this advise again.

I am commenting on her but my situation is also not better than her, people have started writing their thesis or about to complete and start writing but here I am blabbering in front of my blog or doing cultural events which at this level should not be done by me. BUt again I went into this knowing I would need to do all this things so I should not run from responsibility and take it in stride and plan my things accordingly such that I can make time for everything.

I still have to write about my work that I accomplished today and untill it is satisfactory I am not going to sleep.

Have To Figure Things out

I have bought a new Phone nice way to spend 30000.

Haven't got the hang of this new phone, it seems there is a lot that i dont know about phones. I am not ashamed of it, never been a gadget freak.

Leave all this things aside and should start focusing on my thesis which has been on the back burner for a very long time. I should put it on the front burner and every thing else on back. Have to code a lot of things but before that need to figure out what I am going to code and how am I doing it this time I dont need a messy code and difficult to figure out.

Lets get organised and write down what is to be done and how it is to be done. This time I should make sure that I do these things and not just write them. I also need to make sure I dont waste most of my time playing with the phone.

1. Create the linking topic to existing drupal node.
2. Create and editor for dependency map page and customize it.

Most of it I am behind on my reading I have to get that back and start working hard.

Ending of Happy Phase

My relation with sonia has been from dont know what it is to ILU. Now I am not sure what the F has happened in the last three weeks. MY thesis is totally out of control. I have no clue what I am doing with my thesis and my friends think I am supposedly writing my thesis.

OF all the things that have happened, my thesis is the one that has suffered alot. I should get back to my senses and start focusing on things which have brought me here than just wasting the time.

All the self analysis and that talk I gave to my dad about, I know what I am doing failed the very next day. That is called irony or Order of the Universe.

Lets keep things simple and plan small and try to achieve.

1. I need to improve the editor. Need to let the user give the title to the map. Provide with linking the node with a URL. Providing a UNDO option which i had told TVP Sir.
2. I need to organize the main page of the drupal.
3. Need to send the mail for nomination. Talk to Amey Karkare for the farewell.

I really pray that I can finish all the avove tasks by tomorrow evening.